One year old...

wow! 12 months flew by just like that...my tiny baby has now turned into a cheeky little rascal!..
always on the move..buas yg teramat
i love talking jibberish to him...
of nicknames i think he has the most..booboo, nenen, agi, teh teh..mostly i like to call him
'pretty baby'.
kakak used to be Amy, kiko, little girl.
abang- kepompong, little boy, I-kay..
Happy Birthday pretty baby! May you grow up to be well mannered young man and loves his ummi dearly.
watch me grow:


Born on 08.09.10

Eid Mubarak 2011

Salam Aidilfitri!!!
Good Eid this year, better than last year in my confinement..
Got to go back home to Penang and Kedah...great food over there.
Mixed feelings, cause my cousin who passed away in June was not there anymore.
and i found my father's grave this year..Alhamdulillah..
Here're some pics..

Asyraf and cousin Adam....habis muka dibantai dek

nyamuk kampung.....

I don't want to be a monster- Edward Cullen

Tranquility in the wee hours of the morning..not a peep of noise..kids still sound asleep
just me ,my zikrs and hot oats...my alone time..peace..
i can get some ironing done too...:-)
Then starts the tug a war..wake up attempt no. 1..
wakey-wakey sleeping beauty...time for school--kid no. 1
good gets up so easily...but loves to dilly dally, will always be the last one out the door.
wakey-wakey...kid no. 2..only after his milk fix and another wake up call
some days are good,...other days are for dragging to the bathroom ..
eyes on the clock every moment...checklist ready for the morning rush
-kids up
-schoolbags ready
-nusery bag ready
-laptop
-handbag
-breakfast
-nappy change
-school uniforms,socks, songkok(always tertinggal)
-car keys
-passcard
and then the yelling starts...we're getting late! hurry up!
cepat2..pantas, lekas...adoi...
my wishes:
dear God, please don't turn me into a monster...i want to be a good person
my kids don't need negativity in morning but sometimes i can't help it..

i am so not a blogger....lack of updates ..i know..

7 months now..2 more months to go...ughh...cannot move, i feel like an elephant cum penguin

big flaring up feet, walking too slowly..driving's a pain with so much rumbling in my tummy

oh God, give me patience..

4th of July was Kamal's conferring day..finally graduated..dunno what he got but was 3 certs MBCH etc..stayed at the Equatorial BJ..cool place, very retro.50s..

Finally got the tooth out last wednesday...and now recuperating...

School holidays is here and i'm in no mood to go anywhere..

not even on leave...my kids are at daycare...the little one said to my yesterday.."umi, this week is school holidays...everyone is going back to their hometown...i want to cuti too"huhuhuhu

it's the middle of the month and i'm already broke..the dental surgery cost RM850..yipes!

tgk la this weekend ada nk g jln2 tak...babah busy working last saturday..

Salam, so many things happening, pardon my laziness in writing.

After coming back from Haj, was my brother's wedding was in Melaka and Penang.

The Penang wedding was english style concept so my kids were the flower girl/boy.

I was so worried my boy would not wear the tux and bow tie..he is very particular about clothes.

No collars at all, not even baju melayu cekak musang. Suprisingly enough, he didn't complain/yell about the bow tie..what a relief...it was held at night, near to his bedtime, luckily he didn't fall asleep.

Kakak's first day at school was actually a week later than school started, since the first week we were all sick getting back from the Melaka wedding and ended up in the hospital. So 4 days warded.Starting Year 1 was such a big step for me and kakak. Probably the 2nd worse day of my life. The first would be sending her to nursery. I think I cried more than my daughter. New school, new friends, learning how to get on the van when mommy's not around to pick her up after school, new transit home. I hope she is happy there.

My latest news, I'm 11 weeks pregnant!Boy,is it different than the past two. With eczema flaring up, cannot take any medicine due to the pregnancy, so i have to control my eating and use creams. Besides that, my wisdom tooth is shattered and hadn't have to time to go to the dentist to deal with it before the pregnancy..how am i going to live for another 9 months??the agony..

Controlling my diet is another thing..i'm so lazy to cook. No fastfood, no seafood and chicken, dairy products..no ice drinks..will i survive....huhuhuhu

My babies have been really good this week..waking up at 6, straight to the shower..no fuss..

everyone out the door at 715..

wah, kids grow up so fast...

little do they know next week will be the last week of school...

and then balik kampung to grandma's...ummi will begin her journey..

i wish they would stay small forever...hihihi